Counting the days!!

Hi Megan Here!!
you know so many question go through a persons mind when there about to take such giant steps and change there life so they can become what they are inside blossoming into a women 100 percent for first time in their life ! so many doubts will Ali love me as my spelling is poor my face isn’t pretty, I’m not a university graduate like her I’m not even from same country and cant get work till I am wed and get a green card or what ever they call it
the days tic down slowly , I love Ali with every essence of my being she’s only one that can make me smile or laugh or cry with a few words or climaxed for that matter *blushes*
I have to trust her I cant live without my Ali
I don want to live with out her am I obsessed YES!
I mean who would not be My Gods I cant begin to explain how wonderful Ali Is
we are well **ONE** soul mates our hearts are entwined I cant stop thinking of her .
she’s worried that ill go into culture shock worried that she will not be enough I guess is out of love for each other why we are nervous but I am not nervous about My love for her its true fulfilling and a blessing form the God only thing is I wish it happened before like 31 years ago
Ali my Love I take your hand in mine and walk proudly into the future with you as my wife and me as yours
have faith in us I do
all my Love and kisses Megan XXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOXXXX

Ps, its not soon enough I want to be there in your arms Now!!

When sleep isn't coming!!!!

I lay awake , my love is thousands of miles from me, my heart is heavy I want to sleep. middle of the night , the unbearable night summer heat,. the tic of the clock , my droopy eyes and long phone goodbyes, quiet unheard sifhs, my blood in my vains rush my face goes a shade of pink and flush. I see my love when my eyes do close her sexy eyes and cute thieghs, messy hair and her things down there *licks lips* Damn was that close to sleeping angain i start turning my heartache is burning my souls a yearning ,My Love, my darlin My Alli!! ok Ok I know shes the one shes stolen my heart cant wait to fondle her bum*sly grin*
Gods i wish i could sleep and meet her in my dreams tonight and when i finally chash i sleep so sound i wake up excited and a name crosses my lips first thing in the morning Is Alissia !! Yes I wake with her name on my LipsIthink of her walk and her sexy hips I start to squirm my heart does yearn I scream to the worls Ali I love you The end Love with all my heart and soul
love your Megan Kisses and loves XXXXXOOOOXXXX

In the rays of morning of my life!!!

While I rub the sleep from my eyes I think of Alissa and a smile hits my face.

I look at my suroundings and I see the past it makes my heart heavy with woe. Each day I wonder about the past,

I heard that we should move on but the question that follows is will the past always haunt me for days so i've dwelled about the past and look inwards for the answer but all that happens is another day passes so again I look and ask when does the past leave the present? Then I think well maybe the answer isn't in the past and thats why It's the wrong place to look But.........

where do I find the answer to my Question?